What if?

Today is "one of those days"...where grief sits in the back of my throat like a lump I can't swallow away. Little reminders of the loss my brother and sister are facing e.v.e.r.y minute: the funny viral video with those toddler twins babbling at each other in front of the refridgerator, the identical twin girls that sit with Ruby at Sunday School, the baby clothes hanging in my closet with price tags still attached - never to be given to Kionna and EmmyLou. Today is April 4th. It was a month ago that we learned that the baby girls had died. Then I saw this video on a friend's blog, and thought "YES!" That's it. I can trust God. His mercies are new every morning, even when they are in disguise.